Last night I had a dream about a dream… about you.
That pretty much sums it up. I went to sleep and was so in love in my dreams. #truthmoment??
My dreams scare me sometimes; even the good ones. That dream was so perfectly imperfect that it’s hard to believe one day my dream will be my reality. ugh. I hate being honest sometimes… I can be honest with others but with myself sometimes is really painful. Anyway. Nevertheless. The dream felt so real. Ahhh. I wish you guys could have been in the dream. It was so romantic, so intimate, so completely PURE. Thats something I haven’t felt with someone…ever. I mean it was always pure on my end but you know how that goes. I woke up from my dream smiling and turned to my side only to find I was in the bed alone… *grasps heart* that hurt. Lol. I mean you can’t have a dream like that and feel like that and be alone. Thats not how it’s supposed to work right? Anyway. I turned 22 today… I had my family and my friends all tell me they love me and I sincerely appreciate it. BUT. (And not that I’m not grateful because I bless God he allowed me to see another year!) Today was slightly incomplete… and thats okay. It is okay to want a companion, friend, lover, helpmate, etc. according to Genesis 2:18.
But in due time I suppose…. in the mean time, let me continue to work on me. #Selfloveisthefirstlove.
First day of my journey toward 23 and I’m already having life reflections and evaluations. I’m excited yet slightly anxious… I gotta pace myself.
They look Sooo good.
Haven’t blogged here in a minute. I’ve been working on a slight mini series and once I get thru it and test out the advice on myself I plan to share it with the world… I actually thought about writing on the beginning pieces tonight but for some reason the only thing I can think about or focus on is how exceptionally thankful I am. I’m in the bed and was trying to pray but I can’t think of anything my heart wants to say other than “Thank you Jesus”. It’s not the ordinary thank you Jesus but the kind where u can’t think of nothing more than things he’s done for you. Not to downplay what he’s done but the most recent things haven’t been too major. U know meals here, money there, health ’ s in order, family’s still alive, bills paid, gas in the truck, slight piece of mind, birthday next week; mine and my kid’s, not where I want to be but not where I was, always there for me when no one else is, keeps my heart in great shape despite the hurt I encounter what seems on the regular, still got my faith and continue to keep hope alive. I mean it doesn’t seem like anything major but in a relationship it really is the small things that count. Don’t get me wrong, a new car, money overflow, a great career, a husband lmao all those tings are great and would greatly be appreciated but idk. For some reason I feel overjoyed and content with the small things. Sometimes it could take losing your old heart (desires) for God to create in you a new heart that feels much more fulfilling. I’m thankful. For the horrible times, the pressure, the tests, the responsibilities, the good times, the blessings, the wins, and the losses. It feels pretty weird at first tho, bc you get to a point where you feel like you’ll never be satisfied, and then all of a sudden you are and it’s like why the heck am I so satisfied… or better yet happy.
Idk though. Jesus I just want to tell you how thankful I am… nothing more, nothing less. Just “thank you Lord for all you’ve done for me”…
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